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Happy Go Lucky Kinda Stuff! Curious, atheist, lil-bit adventurous, lil-bit rebel, nature lover, sometimes feel like to read and travel. Writing is drug, minute observer, believe in instinct, in awesome profession/academics. Love my people and my pets and love to be surrounded by them.

Sunday, December 26, 2021

Interesting 2021

Yes! I concealed much in that saying that 2021 was interesting, much more interesting. But since last few years that's how I talk about most such things. Interesting! Means, either cannot talk about that right now or it's a bit complicated, need to understand a bit more. Maybe need lilbit research and perhaps right time.

First half part of 2021 was a bit too dramatic, beyond head, ugly but insightful. "That's how system works!" Hijacked to such an extend?

Our department got a new director in March 2021. Some office meeting dramatics (meeting?) crossed some heights of official ethics. 

In April 2021 "kidnapped by so-called police" on the excuse of not wearing a mask err disaster management! Amidst another level of heights of dramatics, thrown to jail, charged with sedition! It was humiliating, torturous, fearful but insightful! It was at another level of dramatics. I have not been allowed to talk to anyone, not even to my lawyer. Phone had been snatched from me. There were dramatics within the police station. There were dramatics while taking to the jail. They didn't even inform me clearly where they were taking me until last. It was kinda "ghumao-abhiyan" started in the noon, went on till 8-9.00PM by PGI police. Answers to my questions were like....

Where are you taking me?

Mathura!

What?.......... Blah, blah, blah

In that evening darkness, it was frightening until I watched the signboard Sunaria Jail. In the jail it was interesting question hour/s until almost midnight! Next 3-days (27-29April, 2021) watched and experienced jail dramatics! Have already written all that (almost 3 and half day special trip) but it needs some proper time before its publication. That's part of Campus Crime Series-2.

Politics: Modi lost. Mamata had won but lost her own seat to Suvendu Adhikari!

Covid-19 deaths toll in the surrounding and fear was at its peak. The time was to cry but I had no time even to die. It was the time when I had forgotten almost every case, every torture; if anything was on mind.... it was political diseases, murders on the name of deaths, assisted murders and role of so-called academicians! Now hate was not against politicians (I never ever liked them) but the understanding of who these politicians are and who make or break these governments....... AT WHATEVER COST! I was hooked to news around the world and observations, some interesting observations and some documents collections. Maybe those documents can help the serious researchers to differentiate between hoax and facts of any diseases and how to tackle the crossing lines between them.

April, May, June, July 2021 suspension, joining.... conditions (seriously?), step aside and concentrate on writing, academic leave for writing.

 

August 2021, it was the time for bhadaas in the form of so-called publication... Shadows Circus of Governance. Shadows Circus of Governance  

(For details, either click on the above given link or copy-paste below given link or simply go to my blogs and read specific months or time period happenings posts.)

https://worldmazical.blogspot.com/2021/08/shadows-circus-of-governance-e-version.html 

Book Experimentation 

https://worldmazical.blogspot.com/2021/08/book-experimentation.html

Question

https://worldmazical.blogspot.com/2021/08/question.html

 

October, 2021, Start of Campus Crime Series in the form of Plants Tales: Andhere, Ujaale

Plants Tales: Andhere-Ujaale

https://raajfictionillusionorhitechcrime.blogspot.com/2021/10/plants-tales-andhere-ujaale.html

 

Next book of Campus Crime Series is almost there. But before that I need some understanding of some problems related to computer, files corruptions and hacking. So some readings, some my own kinda experimentations are there in that direction. These problems are not new to me. So I keep my own checks to keep files and their copies at many places including hard copies. But for publication, that's also self publication, need at least lilbit understanding of all this.

Also thinking about reading and learning lilbit finances and market ups, downs err stock market? That's how each and everything is connected and kinda automation of system works? Though invisibly or visibly it has so many controls, checks and hacks. Is it also related to political diseases and governance? Seems interesting. No? At so many levels and in so many fields, the feel is "I am illiterate in this field." :(

Monday, December 20, 2021

How Was 2021?

How was 2021?

Interesting? Not so interesting?

Here it was an interesting year rather more than interesting. After seeing the heights of case designing and ugly politics side, final decision was step aside from crooks zone. Time to sit back and concentrate on writing. 

After years of wait, when you see finally a publication, though not in the intended direction, and then another and the feel was not so bad. These publications also gave the insight and realization, why I could not publish academically even while having the required data (at least for a few publications)? All blame went to that shitty office zone, its politics and kind of gambling and codes politics. After seeing the heights of Covid-19 scandal politics, also lost the interest in that kinda publication zone, where so-called academicians publish just to gain some points or promotions rather than to gain or transfer the knowledge. True about most, though exceptions are always there. Covid-19 kinda dramas are failures of academicians not politicians. Politics means scandals are integral part of it including political diseases. There must be an interdisciplinary new branch, related to the study of political diseases and ways to deal with them.

While going through the collected documents a few times, also came across many interesting aspects, probably I could not ever know without having them. And in all probabilit,y many so-called fighters are also involved in this directly or indirectl. Forced or willingly still don't know. Sure, not talking about the experts of this game.

 For the concerned ones, who are wondering how I am surviving without a salary?

Well, I got an "instant click scholarship" ;). Hope I would manage up to 2022 or 2023 or maybe even beyond. It's a dirty politics, that you cannot get home loan while having a steady income on this or that excuse but can get some instant loa,n just with the click of a mouse even when don't have that steady salary! No documents requirement, no lafda of visiting physically any bank, no arguments with any bank official! Just clicked the mouse on yes and required amount and money was there in the account. Interesting? These are the ways of blocking growth of any individual or people in this dirty gamble zone? 

It's this toxic zone of blocking here and there, that we have to choose ways to survive, at least to some ways our ways rather than becoming a slave. 

And how writing is going (only interest right now)? Though seems a bit slow but it's OK. To get speed one needs to get out of some hurdles. Learning management of those hurdles with every next publication. 

Next in publication line..........

How was your 2021?