Don't write on me!

Warning, from a lil kid: don't write on me! I was shocked. Grrr what do you write that she felt like that? I asked her one day to read something to some ignorant species about some wordings said in anger. She did happily but then next day while she was playing in my room asked me, what are you doing? I said writing. And she said quickly, don't write on me. And I asked why? She said "pata nahi kya likh do". Then she had to counsel that what can I write about a kid.

Since some time, it's on-off to parental home. It means to know a bit more about that place and its happenings or mishappenings and "visible or invisible controllers behind the creation of all that".

At times, in some shitty and useless arguments rather than taking part, I feel like either to record or even better write the same and show that to the concerned person especially when that person is in lilbit of own senses rather than under the clouds of controllers. Controllers, who are responsible for making these people lives more difficult under the given circumstances rather than any help to them. But these controllers are not visible to these fools as they have indirect ways of control via other fools (ignorants). My special thanks to those who have shown me these indirect channels via direct or indirect writings.

These people are been controlled in such a way that they started thinking and behaving in real life like their controllers created "alter egos" in this gamble. That's how rather than improving their own lives and their surrounding, they are working for these controllers. They are used and abused even without their knowledge in such a way that they act against themselves and their own people. 

फुट डालो और राज करो was the trick yesterday by exploiters. Nothing has changed today rather it has become even more dangerous and deadly with the technology abuse. During this time period, I got many interesting real life cases and stories from this place, of technology abuse along with people management control. I named them  "Gwaanrpaththe and Humanoids".

Gwaanrpaththe (गवाँरपठ्ठे), people who are ignorant about somethings and acting against themselves or their surrounding betterment. In these gwaanrpathas, there are also highly qualified people like my institute people on some specific posts. They behaved in some meeting a bit too stupid way and probably regretting till now.  So gwaanrpathas have nothing to do with degrees but knowledge of something or ignorant about something. It can be me. It can you or anyone else till the time we are in that ignorant zone. Whenever so-called notice from EB (Establishment branch) comes, "hand over all office keys"; my response use to be "do whatever wanna do or better go to court". Else mend your ways or even better ask first to some so-called responsible chairs to do that including VC, registrar, controller of exams, some directors, some committee members to name just a few. And they have only one tactics "Blocked even your savings". Interesting? Why are not they going to court?

Then there is another interesting general branch (GB), related to the maintenance of these big boss err houses. They have their own political/gamblers deadlines kinda, informed explicitly. And indirect warnings, advertisements, hints would not be able to save you beyond blah, blah time period. Interesting world?

Difference between educated and non educated people is that educated people are comparatively better at resources and hence in coping and getting out of mess strategies Non educated or less educated have that disadvantage. But still show them the facts and their lives will improve. But whenever I try to do that, I experienced many times that these indirect controllers try to either kick me out from that place or these people or either way don't let them speak and discuss which can open their eyes. But how long?

Humanoids? Will talk about these special species and fighting lords and factions some other time.

Adventure Trip?

 Shifting is a shitty process but revealing. 

When you think you are a minimalist and then find yourself a hoarder. A hoarder of books, cloths, kitchen items, garden plants to name a few. 

Books, purchased especially in last few years half read or did not feel like to read after few pages. They are mostly related to political understanding of games, gamble. Excuse rather than books reading, I started reading cases; happenings/mishappenings and now writing them.

You still have plans to read but excuses still have not time for them. Mostly related to technology especially IT, surveillance etc. I wonder on people who say read so many in a month or year.

Cloths, you feel don't purchase much or give away occasionally, whatever don't wear or don't like. But still, find many hidden somewhere in that parental home. Typical old generation middle class or lower middle class problem, who don't feel like to give away "that occasionally especially new cloths" :) 

Kitchen items: I call my kitchen not a proper kitchen but even after more than a decade, kitchenette, not stuffed like typical homes. But try to shift and you feel like a hoarder again.

Home Lawn and Plants: Frontyard and backyard lawns, comparatively small, looks like having too little plants. And then try to shift. Excuse, experimental hoarding, so still don't come under the category of hoarders.

After shifting (almost), whatever left now in campus home is probably known as minimalist or maybe still need to shift lil bit more :) 

And how long it would be here? Leave this question for a while at least :)

I do wonder about people whose homes and lawns are so full that it feels like, even difficult to breath amid such kinda hoarding. In case of shifting how such people feel?

After years rather decades, when you have to go back to that parental home.

How it feels like? Like an adventure trip, a bit longer trip, kinda out of nowhere. So much change and still same somewhere. So close yet so far away?

This adventure experience needs more understanding and writing. Till now experience says, people don't need governments. Governments are the problems not the solutions.