About Me

Happy Go Lucky Kinda Stuff! Curious, atheist, lil-bit adventurous, lil-bit rebel, nature lover, sometimes feel like to read and travel. Writing is drug, minute observer, believe in instinct, in awesome profession/academics. Love my people and my pets and love to be surrounded by them.

Sunday, December 25, 2022

Merry XMAS & A Happy New Year

Merry XMAS & A Happy New Year to one and all. 

How was 2022?

For me, it was another interesting year. Watched some interesting shows of "Show, Don't Tell" Series.  One of the most (err most?) interesting show in this series was of interaction of academics and judiciary. On that, if Chief Justice of a country becomes party to that, it becomes even more interesting. No? But then I reminded back 2018 that it was another 4-judges show from where I started realizing this hell. Hell or heaven, whatever they wanna call it.

Tip of the iceberg:

I started calling Campus Crime Series, tip of the iceberg, when I started realizing and watching in real time, people's lives and their cases or life's miseries. These cases and lives showed me how upper strata of society controlling society and others lives. In that control comes everything, including living or non living in their way of so-called win or success. This is circus (err nexus) of Politics, Business and so-called Defence. How courts could be away from that?

In coming year, you will watch, read or listen more about such shows and their details in "Show, Don't Tell" Series. And these shows would not be just about big chairs or people shitting on those chairs. But my focus would be that common person suffering out there to that last strata of society, without knowledge and without consent -- due to the nexus of these so-called big chairs (irresponsible, greedy people, most) across different fields. 

Friday, December 16, 2022

Decluttering and Organization

Some files this side, some files that side. Get rid of some unnecessary stuff. And a bit access-easy-storage. Nothing more. Decluttering for me is a regular stuff. It's not something, once a year, before some fest or special occasion thing. 

Moving out of India process? Overthinking, at least for a while. I wrote somewhere, some noticed and probably some did not. Trying to design some syllabus with some research in mind. Maybe, some project also. Interdisciplinary design, addition to my current subjects. Media, politics, sciences and impact on life especially humans, like political diseases. Who can collaborate? Whoever, who can contribute something to that.

Some questions:

Pics stuff and related commentary. I wanna know some softwares, which people use to alter even biometrics. Some budget cameras or recording devices beyond this alteration impact but still good for the purpose? And important how and where to store -- someone like me, whose all devices are under this "corrupted" impact?

Monday, December 12, 2022

Gothenburg

I am an online traveler since last blah, blah time. It's easy and convenient way of travel. It also gives you interesting information about places, people, culture, history and lots more. Since last few years, I am trying to switch err mix something to my subjects to make them more interdisciplinary. 

Afterall, the time lost err gained in understanding and collecting some information must be utilized better way. Since almost a decade, Europe is of special interest. Thinking about to continue that travel. 

Let's come along to a beautiful city in that travel series, Gothenburg


Saturday, November 26, 2022

Mindset Matters

In last few years, came across some interesting terminology.

Like, wretched earth, cursed land, ruined desserts and many such metaphors revolving around women reproductive life or organs. Maybe even men. Better to give such terminology just one word -- toxicity. 

Toxicity of mind, views, perspective etc. First and most important thing is humans are not mere one pair of chromosome out of 23rd pairs of chromosomes. Not even fully one pair as that one pair also somehow depends on remaining chromosomes pairs. Another, having kids is not just about producing kids. It's much more than that. Like plants, like pets, you can adopt and production factory business is over.

It's not mishappenings or abuses which ruin life. But mindset. Don't allow anyone so much power that, that person can even dare to ruin your life. And that starts from mind. Over from mind, over from life. 

Life is big than some happening/s or mishappening/s. Life goes on even when dearest person in our life leaves this world. I wonder then how people could spoil their whole life to some abuse/s or such abusers? Let the abuse with the abuser. Do not carry it with you. अपना फंडा तो यही है, दुनिया का दुनिया जाने। 

बोल के दिमाग आज़ाद है तेरा, क्यूंकि बाकी ज़ंजीरें तो टूट जाती है, मगर दिमागी ज़ंजीरों से मुक्ति पाना थोड़ा मुश्किल होता है -- जैसे कंगारू कोर्ट्स। 

Monday, October 10, 2022

जहाँ विद्यालय, वहीं चारों धाम

जहाँ विद्यालय, वहीं चारों धाम 

वहीं श्रद्धा, वहीं विश्वास

वहीं मंदिर, वहीं मस्जिद 

वहीं गुरुद्वारा, चर्च वहीं  

वहीं मतभेदों के बीच भी, संवाद। 

वहाँ पुजारियों-मौलवियों जैसों का 

ये मेरा धर्म

या ये तेरा धर्म 

तू-तड़ाक, और खामखा के 

लड़ाई-झगड़ों से 

भला क्या लेना-देना ?


जहाँ पुस्तकालय, वहीं देवालय 

भला पुस्तक का या पुस्तकालय का 

शराब या ठेके से क्या लेना-देना?

धर्मों के नाम पे पनपे, अधर्मों पे 

या गुनाहों पे, रोक के लिए 

अज्ञानता को भगाना भी जरूरी है 

ऊँच-नीच के भेदभाव को 

असमानता को दूर करने के लिए 

ज्ञान का होना भी जरूरी है। 

वो शराब या ठेके से नहीं 

दिमाग को नशे के जाल में फँसाने से नहीं 

बल्की उस नशे के जाले से 

बाहर निकालने पे मिलेगा। 


बस यही फर्क है

मंदिर-मस्जिद वाले धामों पे 

पीछे धकेलते, ज़िंदगियों को रोकते  

गुनाह मिलेंगे और मिलेंगे वृंद्धावन।

मगर शिक्षण संस्थानों और पुस्कालयों में 

दिमाग के जाले उतरेंगे 

अज्ञानता में बंद पड़े, द्वार खुलेंगे 

और आगे बढ़ने के रस्ते मिलेंगे।   

Sunday, October 9, 2022

Villages

I have forgotten Rhythms of Life and lost somewhere amid crimes and criminals? That's temporary. 

This one, Rhythms of Life is long lasting.

Some politician said, we will make 100 smart cities. What about villages? As till today, India's most population live in villages. वैसे हालात तुम्हारे शहरों के भी अच्छे ना  हैं -- by the way, what happened to those smart cities?

In case someone thinks to live in a village, what would be your choice? 

Overcrowded villages nearby NCR, metros or nearby some big cities? Or villages far away from metros or cities and less crowded? What would be problem in such villages? Less facilities or even life support basic services? -- especially when we think about villages in India. 

In last few years, I heard some people calling Chandigarh a village. Wow! Once upon a time, I used to like that city. Probably, in gamblers language, that's a village. Still like this city but not that much as it has also become crowdy with time. But still, it's better than most cities of India. 

What if villages can be like Chandigarh or even better? 

Let's have a journey around globe of some beautiful villages? 

Or try to make your own villages better and beautiful? You wanna live there or not, wanna live for some time or planning some permanent settlement, at least have some responsibility of belonging. 

How that change could be? Only by people's participation, not by totally depending on governments. Governments in most underdeveloped or still developing countries generally don't work for people. They work as per corporations and power houses designs. And their designs are nothing but exploitation. Most such governments are irresponsible and without any accountabilities to common people. Their responsibility and accountability are only to the people who gift them these chairs. And these people are not common people. 

For any government where common people are their concern, focus would be on:

Education not religious propagandas. Religious propagandas are most binding forces among less educated populations. It means, people there have more problems and trying to seek some refuse somewhere as they don't have better resources. Maybe justice system is also dead there.

Healthcare, not mere healthcare propagandas and shops on the name of healthcare. Not enforced invisible programs but transparent choices.

At least some living standards. Not making money even on the name of safe drinking water or creation of market even on that name. 

Sunday, July 10, 2022

How was the writing break?

A year of writing, a year when you feel a bit good after so many years. The feel was like what the hell I was doing, all these years in this stagnant shit?

When you try to go away from something, live away from something but people keep you entrapped. When you finally decide to get rid off that place, people but

But you have been called back and again fall prey to their designs. 2017 to 2021, one after other cases, cases and cases. For good or for bad? For whose good or whose bad? Only time will reveal. But the decision to take a break for writing, for understanding of this coded world of these cases was not bad. 

This writing break was good in many sense. 

When you distance yourself from something, only then you realize the bad or good of something. Else you become so habitual and adaptive to that environment that you cannot realize the real impact of it on your life. 

It was the year, when most frequent health problems I had gone through in last few years, were no more. 

It was the year, when date by date chronology of cases gave the idea and proofs of something, probably I could not ever know without doing that. 

It was the year, when I could publish something. And that was not something. In this chronology of understanding, these little steps would prove the foundation stone of something real valuable. 

It was the year, when I was away from office but back to academics. In that office, I had forgotten the meaning of academics. But now I am back to academics. Back to my own field. There I had labs err empty labs, expired chemicals, strange files footballs, hurdle creators at every step and strange games (read gamble). 

Beyond that office, I have a lab and all that one needs to do their experiments, to get results. Interestingly, it's a world wide lab, full of so much material and types of problems to solve that one life is too short. This is an interesting intradisciplinary amalgam. 

Can common people watch this lab live?

If I can, anyone can. With time, this secret world would be more transparent to common people. I guess, to certain extent, so many people already know the happenings around them, around the world.

Some questions, some rumours, some truths:

Where I am living right now?

Wherever I was. University campus. Same Big Boss House 30, Type-4. Though now I have a second place also and that is my parental home. So it's kinda on-off, here and there.

Have I left my job? 

Ask the concerned chairs, so-called well-wishers. Better if they can give answer in my writings rather than eating half, telling half. Else I am already on my way to publish all, one by one.

Do I really need this job?

That's an interesting question though not difficult to answer. Wait for that time that I can answer it straight.

Friday, June 17, 2022

दुनिया की सैर कर लो

 In a world of turmoil, 

दुनिया की सैर कर लो 


कुछ करेंगे दुनिया की सैर
कुछ ऑनलाइन में ही खुश होंगे 

Decode The Code
First step ahead
(Online mode here......)

Enjoy Shree 420 



People come, people go
Show must go on.....

This circus around the world has everything, this human world could have
Senti-senti, angry-angry, loyals-frauds, wars-peace, rich-poor
And everything in-between


Saturday, May 14, 2022

Don't write on me!

Warning, from a lil kid: don't write on me! I was shocked. Grrr what do you write that she felt like that? I asked her one day to read something to some ignorant species about some wordings said in anger. She did happily but then next day while she was playing in my room asked me, what are you doing? I said writing. And she said quickly, don't write on me. And I asked why? She said "pata nahi kya likh do". Then she had to counsel that what can I write about a kid.

Since some time, it's on-off to parental home. It means to know a bit more about that place and its happenings or mishappenings and "visible or invisible controllers behind the creation of all that".

At times, in some shitty and useless arguments rather than taking part, I feel like either to record or even better write the same and show that to the concerned person especially when that person is in lilbit of own senses rather than under the clouds of controllers. Controllers, who are responsible for making these people lives more difficult under the given circumstances rather than any help to them. But these controllers are not visible to these fools as they have indirect ways of control via other fools (ignorants). My special thanks to those who have shown me these indirect channels via direct or indirect writings.

These people are been controlled in such a way that they started thinking and behaving in real life like their controllers created "alter egos" in this gamble. That's how rather than improving their own lives and their surrounding, they are working for these controllers. They are used and abused even without their knowledge in such a way that they act against themselves and their own people. 

फुट डालो और राज करो was the trick yesterday by exploiters. Nothing has changed today rather it has become even more dangerous and deadly with the technology abuse. During this time period, I got many interesting real life cases and stories from this place, of technology abuse along with people management control. I named them  "Gwaanrpaththe and Humanoids".

Gwaanrpaththe (गवाँरपठ्ठे), people who are ignorant about somethings and acting against themselves or their surrounding betterment. In these gwaanrpathas, there are also highly qualified people like my institute people on some specific posts. They behaved in some meeting a bit too stupid way and probably regretting till now.  So gwaanrpathas have nothing to do with degrees but knowledge of something or ignorant about something. It can be me. It can you or anyone else till the time we are in that ignorant zone. Whenever so-called notice from EB (Establishment branch) comes, "hand over all office keys"; my response use to be "do whatever wanna do or better go to court". Else mend your ways or even better ask first to some so-called responsible chairs to do that including VC, registrar, controller of exams, some directors, some committee members to name just a few. And they have only one tactics "Blocked even your savings". Interesting? Why are not they going to court?

Then there is another interesting general branch (GB), related to the maintenance of these big boss err houses. They have their own political/gamblers deadlines kinda, informed explicitly. And indirect warnings, advertisements, hints would not be able to save you beyond blah, blah time period. Interesting world?

Difference between educated and non educated people is that educated people are comparatively better at resources and hence in coping and getting out of mess strategies Non educated or less educated have that disadvantage. But still show them the facts and their lives will improve. But whenever I try to do that, I experienced many times that these indirect controllers try to either kick me out from that place or these people or either way don't let them speak and discuss which can open their eyes. But how long?

Humanoids? Will talk about these special species and fighting lords and factions some other time.

Sunday, May 1, 2022

Adventure Trip?

 Shifting is a shitty process but revealing. 

When you think you are a minimalist and then find yourself a hoarder. A hoarder of books, cloths, kitchen items, garden plants to name a few. 

Books, purchased especially in last few years half read or did not feel like to read after few pages. They are mostly related to political understanding of games, gamble. Excuse rather than books reading, I started reading cases; happenings/mishappenings and now writing them.

You still have plans to read but excuses still have not time for them. Mostly related to technology especially IT, surveillance etc. I wonder on people who say read so many in a month or year.

Cloths, you feel don't purchase much or give away occasionally, whatever don't wear or don't like. But still, find many hidden somewhere in that parental home. Typical old generation middle class or lower middle class problem, who don't feel like to give away "that occasionally especially new cloths" :) 

Kitchen items: I call my kitchen not a proper kitchen but even after more than a decade, kitchenette, not stuffed like typical homes. But try to shift and you feel like a hoarder again.

Home Lawn and Plants: Frontyard and backyard lawns, comparatively small, looks like having too little plants. And then try to shift. Excuse, experimental hoarding, so still don't come under the category of hoarders.

After shifting (almost), whatever left now in campus home is probably known as minimalist or maybe still need to shift lil bit more :) 

And how long it would be here? Leave this question for a while at least :)

I do wonder about people whose homes and lawns are so full that it feels like, even difficult to breath amid such kinda hoarding. In case of shifting how such people feel?

After years rather decades, when you have to go back to that parental home.

How it feels like? Like an adventure trip, a bit longer trip, kinda out of nowhere. So much change and still same somewhere. So close yet so far away?

This adventure experience needs more understanding and writing. Till now experience says, people don't need governments. Governments are the problems not the solutions.

Monday, February 14, 2022

Different Views, Different Perspectives

What people know make a lot of difference about the way they think about something or someone. The more any sensible person would know about the way this system works, the more s/he would feel disgust about it.

Somehow, somewhere we are party to this system, knowingly or by ignorance. "Most by ignorance." Those who know are power breakers, this side or that side. And in that power struggle are part to many crimes. Naturally, they do not want common man out there the way this system works. Those who would try to expose that, would have to face the consequences. 

But! Mobiles and internet have made the difference in that knowledge to common people. Now you can read and interact with people globally. The laggards here are those who don't know even today, how to use that! These not so educated are of great importance to these power breakers both sides. They use and abuse them not just against their own people but even against themselves! What if you are surrounded by these not so educated? It seems like they are taking the decisions but fact is they are obeying without any question these rajas-maharajas of this side or that side. Interesting saga is these power breakers keep so-many chains, tunnels, webs, sakhas of people who act as middlemen. Means in the process, you would not find them anywhere nearby you. Forget talking, discussing or fair play. That's a far away cry. Interesting saga, these middlemen most of times, know nothing about real happenings or crimes or power shows. But they act and behave like, they are working their own. They are their own bosses. But real bosses are hidden. Though not from everyone, but from most of the common people.

Thursday, January 27, 2022

Republic? What republic?

What is the meaning of these nonsensical tactics and maneuvers except political mileage and power shows?

Whom they are beneficial for?

It's like teachers are killing education, doctors health, lawyers law, judges justice...

World governances are nothing but staged shows by some upper strata of society!

Technology power shows and manipulation of masses. Ignorant masses.

That's how, it was. That's how it would be. What's there for common people?

Where is of the people, by the people, for the people?

It's by the powers, by the puppets, by the proxies, fooling the ignorants, ruling the ignorants and killing the ignorants.

Information is power. Ignorance is slavery!

These are "buchadkhana shows", who entered, how deep, how much waters and such new-age-babas-imaginary-shit or tactical maneuvers, blackmailing emotional ignorant masses.

Would like to know a bit more about how this power system works? Though got some understanding but still knowledgeable people can shed better light rather than focusing on buchadkhana-shits.

How they hijack these political chairs? What are the tactical or manipulative forces along-with this "kinda-automation of society"?

Saturday, January 15, 2022

How 2022 treating you?

So how 2022 treating you?

Feeling positive?

Feeling negative?

Feeling blue, black, white, red, hot, cold or you can add something your own. 

I am feeling:

You could have taught me a lot of my interest/s rather than enforcing your own agenda on me. 

People who are interested in who is talking to whom? Who is walking with whom? Who is eating or drinking with whom and what? Who is wearing what type of dresses or colours? What type of hair style or colour? Traditional or western or fusion? Who has what type of sexual orientation or interests? Who is who in whose life? And all such too personal stuff. People who are too much interested in all this, are least interesting to me! They are not just highly offensive but curse on society and their surrounding. They are mess creators. I doubt their well bread, well educated and open or so-called progressive crime shit. I found many poor, rustic, not so educated or reserved people better than these high-class (crass). Live and let live.

I am not interested in "saaas-bahu serials", "snatching, swiping or khunta-gaad series". Or in simple language any kinda enforcers. Was not ever. I am least interested in experimenters err illegal human experimenters. In simple language abusers. Science abusers "dian, randi-type psycho serial creators or violent people", "Ravanas, mahabhartaas or so-called Ramayana creators", "too insecure creatures". 

Or adult, independent (Seems doubtful!) people who need to consult their seniors even to meet someone or wait 20min., 15min., 10min, 5-min. Enjoy your stay. Weather here is pleasant now a days.

Or to the answer "I wanna know what's that Himalaya of Delhi? 

Interesting way answer, Pa-R-Shav-Nath?

Or rather than talking straight... Are you on a spying visit?

Why people need to spy the facts which can be talked straight? Until and unless people are criminal or somehow party to that?

Or that "statue type games"

at 3.49AM meeting, wait 14 min., 59 block, second floor and 419 office room. 

But no such thing exists in reality. 

That's the game! Kiddos games and psychos politics!

AND COMMON PEOPLE LOSS.

Many know what I am interested in. Some are helping in that. Thanks to them.

Some are hurdles in that. Thanks to them.

"Computer and politics pandits knowledge nexus (?)" needs a bit clarity. 

Like Virus can survive at 27C or not, chemistry shastra? "Sir, my loss that you locked your profile. And many others like you, Prof........."

OXY-GEN CYLinDER emergencies? What type/s of gases or microorganisms or simple fear-o-logy of creation of mass hysteria, political-pandits have been using all through history for such political diseases?

Virus variants politiconomics earthshastra media-logy?

How to prepare that media? This is a question of virology or veer-u-logy or depends on the variant?

Yes! I am interested in such type of talks and discussion.

Not who farted, how many times, how much loud types of crass.