An Analysis of A High Voltage Year!

Some Lessons from 2014:

It was an upbeat year with its own ups and downs, both were interesting in their own ways!

Some interesting points, I made a note of:

People who feel better to come through "chor-darwaza" use to fear open public gate. Reasons better known to them.

People who fear only image without any inner conscience are shrewd, keep a distance.

Love is that spell and energy of life which makes its own way to make life upbeat and amazing.

The innocence and curiosity of a child to learn new things, kinda natural, amazing innovative processes.

The efforts to crawl, stand up and try to walk again and again, without any loss of enthusiasm are natural experimentation. One can learn better from a child again.  

Responsibility is that wow-factor, which cannot let you sink in any kinda whirlpool. At some point you feel like neither mere happiness nor softy, smooth roads but we live for some cause, we believe in; come whatever may.

Being a women, it's more important to respect a women and her core rights. This is the only way not just to respect women rights but even to keep self safe from illogical, irresponsible, worthless predatory male ego. This ego is that sword which kills both ways, shamelessly and without caring about any kinda responsibility.

Some interesting things, I could not understand:

After doing something wrong, a kid in general hide under the shadow of his mother. An adult do the same thing under the shadow of a mother or sister or girlfriend or wife! And interestingly (rather ironically), these women help and support these cowards to hide their sins.

In disguise, amuse can turn into muse and abuse. Well, probably there is too thin line.
My plan of adoption of a girl child kinda distanced from me a bit. Lectures, acceptance, adoption blah, blah.

And then some good, some bad:

Some bliss, blessings, gratitude, some differences, some fights:
At home front, the year started with a hope and it turned into a pearly-bliss. She keeps all busy and smiling. My unofficial "kinda" adoption :) 

At professional front, it was kinda strange and to some extent impulsive decision in the starting of the year itself. In the starting, I tried to do my best. But with time felt, it was not something, I belong. At some point, it was kinda, I better resign. But could not, due to some heavy doses from some people especially seniors, who helped me to win this post. My gratitude to those people also who helped me during campaigning days but somehow due to difference in opinion, views, working style; things became opposite poles! It was different kinda learning.

Some kinda fight I thought was just about corruption, bring along another issue "Misuse of Surveillance"! The drama which started in 2012 and continued in 2013, reached at its worst in 2014. Worst fears came true. Sick people continued their sick dance and ignorant and foolish creatures gave beats to those posts. At some point, I cried for help. I wrote to whoever I felt, I should, from Police, Women Rights Commission, Human Rights Commission to then Chief Justice of India. Police kinda dragged the case. Women Rights Commission behaved kinda helpless. Or who knows which tricks, links worked? And suggested to go to Human Rights Commission. 

So much more is there to write but for a while when I think about 2014 then -- it was a high voltage year!