ये पोस्ट 28 December 2019 को लिखी हुई है।
(Journaling helps to know and solve many unknown puzzles.)
Part of Bio-Physio-Chem Warfare: Pros and Cons
लिखना शुरु कर चुकी थी। उसके बाद इसमें Psycho और Electric Warfare भी लिखना शुरु किया, खासकर गाँव आने के बाद और यहाँ के किस्से कहानियाँ और सामान्तर घड़ाईयोँ के तरीके जानने के बाद।
Information is power, strength as well as success. Get as much as you can.
How to Fight an Unavoidable Poison Zone?
In the last few years learned one by one how to get out of the poison zone, in an invisible war zone. Wherever you suspect something or have that gut feeling of unsafe, unhealthy, downgrading or jealous attack directly or indirectly, take care of yourself in that environment. Get out of that zone wherever possible. Fight wherever cannot. Do not fall prey to people's designs and leave campus. I knew that could be the worst nightmare or finish zone. So did not, could not? Whatever!
The worst was taking poisoned tap/supply water over the years infected with urine, faeces, pesticides, lead, dhatura. Only "contaminating agents" knew better what else was there in that supply water. Who was responsible for that? None, but my own neighborhood and some known-unknown people in non-teaching or maybe even teaching. Some, even those people, who talked sweet at the face! When University did not care about such complaints and body started showing worse symptoms, the simple solution was, use everywhere purified water even for clothes washing.
The impact was not just on skin or hairs bad health but nightmare kinda feeling was when the doctor declared "Vitiligo". Till that time sense had started working, what was happening and I did not care for that doctor or that treatment. Within a few months, self-help or maybe Biology background helped and all those signs were no more. After that few more such things happened in dental, in the surrounding. I started observing every case in the surrounding, as well as at national/news. The world we are living in is so fake that so many so-called deaths were slow murders or so-called accidents or so-called terrorists attacks! And some so-called knowledgeable people say it's nothing new! That's how things are happening since ages?
Kick out all domestic helpers. Machines still better. Though many said, it would be difficult to manage, especially in this environment. But when you decide you can, then you can.
To tackle official space and threats better to keep a record of everything. Make undestroyable record copies. Give them every chance to go offensive and illegal. And one after another, they did every that thing which they should not!
Take care of every case yourself. Connect all of them. Whoever is not giving you correct information, is your enemy err not a friend or well-wisher. Listen to all, trust few.
The stupidity, when you take care of your home and surrounding, but do not care about outside eating habits. Realized swelling and some kind of symptoms, whenever I ate at some specific places, especially my regular places. No more!
Next in line, felt many times earlier also but was eager to get some information so kept on going, though this year became irregular. No more!
Watched so many crime-series this year, have not seen that much TV/internet web-series in whole life. But it helped in connecting some clueless dots; the information no-one was ready to give.
Joining this job means bad stuff had finished research even before the start. They tried to finish teaching as well and kick out from the job. I gave up in 2017, but who knew it would be kinda come back? Still not sure? Started somewhere looking (just dreaming ;) for that independent writing zone?
Overall, it was not a bad year. Coming year gonna strengthen more, connect more, more informative and hopefully productive.
How 2019 treated you? Look ahead.
Wish You A Happy & Healthy New Year!
