How was the writing break?

A year of writing, a year when you feel a bit good after so many years. The feel was like what the hell I was doing, all these years in this stagnant shit?

When you try to go away from something, live away from something but people keep you entrapped. When you finally decide to get rid off that place, people but

But you have been called back and again fall prey to their designs. 2017 to 2021, one after other cases, cases and cases. For good or for bad? For whose good or whose bad? Only time will reveal. But the decision to take a break for writing, for understanding of this coded world of these cases was not bad. 

This writing break was good in many sense. 

When you distance yourself from something, only then you realize the bad or good of something. Else you become so habitual and adaptive to that environment that you cannot realize the real impact of it on your life. 

It was the year, when most frequent health problems I had gone through in last few years, were no more. 

It was the year, when date by date chronology of cases gave the idea and proofs of something, probably I could not ever know without doing that. 

It was the year, when I could publish something. And that was not something. In this chronology of understanding, these little steps would prove the foundation stone of something real valuable. 

It was the year, when I was away from office but back to academics. In that office, I had forgotten the meaning of academics. But now I am back to academics. Back to my own field. There I had labs err empty labs, expired chemicals, strange files footballs, hurdle creators at every step and strange games (read gamble). 

Beyond that office, I have a lab and all that one needs to do their experiments, to get results. Interestingly, it's a world wide lab, full of so much material and types of problems to solve that one life is too short. This is an interesting intradisciplinary amalgam. 

Can common people watch this lab live?

If I can, anyone can. With time, this secret world would be more transparent to common people. I guess, to certain extent, so many people already know the happenings around them, around the world.

Some questions, some rumours, some truths:

Where I am living right now?

Wherever I was. University campus. Same Big Boss House 30, Type-4. Though now I have a second place also and that is my parental home. So it's kinda on-off, here and there.

Have I left my job? 

Ask the concerned chairs, so-called well-wishers. Better if they can give answer in my writings rather than eating half, telling half. Else I am already on my way to publish all, one by one.

Do I really need this job?

That's an interesting question though not difficult to answer. Wait for that time that I can answer it straight.

दुनिया की सैर कर लो

 In a world of turmoil, 

दुनिया की सैर कर लो 

कुछ करेंगे दुनिया की सैर

कुछ ऑनलाइन में ही खुश होंगे 

Decode The Code

First step ahead

(Online mode here......)

Enjoy Shree 420 

People come, people go

Show must go on.....

This circus around the world has everything, this human world could have

Senti-senti, angry-angry, loyals-frauds, wars-peace, rich-poor

And everything in-between

Don't write on me!

Warning, from a lil kid: don't write on me! I was shocked. Grrr what do you write that she felt like that? I asked her one day to read something to some ignorant species about some wordings said in anger. She did happily but then next day while she was playing in my room asked me, what are you doing? I said writing. And she said quickly, don't write on me. And I asked why? She said "pata nahi kya likh do". Then she had to counsel that what can I write about a kid.

Since some time, it's on-off to parental home. It means to know a bit more about that place and its happenings or mishappenings and "visible or invisible controllers behind the creation of all that".

At times, in some shitty and useless arguments rather than taking part, I feel like either to record or even better write the same and show that to the concerned person especially when that person is in lilbit of own senses rather than under the clouds of controllers. Controllers, who are responsible for making these people lives more difficult under the given circumstances rather than any help to them. But these controllers are not visible to these fools as they have indirect ways of control via other fools (ignorants). My special thanks to those who have shown me these indirect channels via direct or indirect writings.

These people are been controlled in such a way that they started thinking and behaving in real life like their controllers created "alter egos" in this gamble. That's how rather than improving their own lives and their surrounding, they are working for these controllers. They are used and abused even without their knowledge in such a way that they act against themselves and their own people. 

फुट डालो और राज करो was the trick yesterday by exploiters. Nothing has changed today rather it has become even more dangerous and deadly with the technology abuse. During this time period, I got many interesting real life cases and stories from this place, of technology abuse along with people management control. I named them  "Gwaanrpaththe and Humanoids".

Gwaanrpaththe (गवाँरपठ्ठे), people who are ignorant about somethings and acting against themselves or their surrounding betterment. In these gwaanrpathas, there are also highly qualified people like my institute people on some specific posts. They behaved in some meeting a bit too stupid way and probably regretting till now.  So gwaanrpathas have nothing to do with degrees but knowledge of something or ignorant about something. It can be me. It can you or anyone else till the time we are in that ignorant zone. Whenever so-called notice from EB (Establishment branch) comes, "hand over all office keys"; my response use to be "do whatever wanna do or better go to court". Else mend your ways or even better ask first to some so-called responsible chairs to do that including VC, registrar, controller of exams, some directors, some committee members to name just a few. And they have only one tactics "Blocked even your savings". Interesting? Why are not they going to court?

Then there is another interesting general branch (GB), related to the maintenance of these big boss err houses. They have their own political/gamblers deadlines kinda, informed explicitly. And indirect warnings, advertisements, hints would not be able to save you beyond blah, blah time period. Interesting world?

Difference between educated and non educated people is that educated people are comparatively better at resources and hence in coping and getting out of mess strategies Non educated or less educated have that disadvantage. But still show them the facts and their lives will improve. But whenever I try to do that, I experienced many times that these indirect controllers try to either kick me out from that place or these people or either way don't let them speak and discuss which can open their eyes. But how long?

Humanoids? Will talk about these special species and fighting lords and factions some other time.

Adventure Trip?

 Shifting is a shitty process but revealing. 

When you think you are a minimalist and then find yourself a hoarder. A hoarder of books, cloths, kitchen items, garden plants to name a few. 

Books, purchased especially in last few years half read or did not feel like to read after few pages. They are mostly related to political understanding of games, gamble. Excuse rather than books reading, I started reading cases; happenings/mishappenings and now writing them.

You still have plans to read but excuses still have not time for them. Mostly related to technology especially IT, surveillance etc. I wonder on people who say read so many in a month or year.

Cloths, you feel don't purchase much or give away occasionally, whatever don't wear or don't like. But still, find many hidden somewhere in that parental home. Typical old generation middle class or lower middle class problem, who don't feel like to give away "that occasionally especially new cloths" :) 

Kitchen items: I call my kitchen not a proper kitchen but even after more than a decade, kitchenette, not stuffed like typical homes. But try to shift and you feel like a hoarder again.

Home Lawn and Plants: Frontyard and backyard lawns, comparatively small, looks like having too little plants. And then try to shift. Excuse, experimental hoarding, so still don't come under the category of hoarders.

After shifting (almost), whatever left now in campus home is probably known as minimalist or maybe still need to shift lil bit more :) 

And how long it would be here? Leave this question for a while at least :)

I do wonder about people whose homes and lawns are so full that it feels like, even difficult to breath amid such kinda hoarding. In case of shifting how such people feel?

After years rather decades, when you have to go back to that parental home.

How it feels like? Like an adventure trip, a bit longer trip, kinda out of nowhere. So much change and still same somewhere. So close yet so far away?

This adventure experience needs more understanding and writing. Till now experience says, people don't need governments. Governments are the problems not the solutions.

Different Views, Different Perspectives

What people know make a lot of difference about the way they think about something or someone. The more any sensible person would know about the way this system works, the more s/he would feel disgust about it.

Somehow, somewhere we are party to this system, knowingly or by ignorance. "Most by ignorance." Those who know are power breakers, this side or that side. And in that power struggle are part to many crimes. Naturally, they do not want common man to know, the way this system works. Those who would try to expose that, would have to face the consequences. 

But! Mobiles and internet have made the difference in that knowledge to common people. Now you can read and interact with people globally. The laggards here are those who don't know even today, how to use that! These not so educated are of great importance to these power breakers both sides. They use and abuse them not just against their own people but even against themselves! What if you are surrounded by these not so educated? It seems like they are taking the decisions but fact is they are obeying without any question these rajas-maharajas of this side or that side. Interesting saga is these power breakers keep so-many chains, tunnels, webs, sakhas of people who act as middlemen. Means in the process, you would not find them anywhere nearby you. Forget talking, discussing or fair play. That's a far away cry. Interesting saga, these middlemen most of times, know nothing about real happenings or crimes or power shows. But they act and behave like, they are working their own. They are their own bosses. But real bosses are hidden. Though not from everyone, but from most of the common people.

Republic? What republic?

What is the meaning of these nonsensical tactics and maneuvers except political mileage and power shows?

Whom they are beneficial for?

It's like teachers are killing education, doctors health, lawyers law, judges justice...

World governances are nothing but staged shows by some upper strata of society!

Technology power shows and manipulation of masses. Ignorant masses.

That's how, it was. That's how it would be. What's there for common people?

Where is of the people, by the people, for the people?

It's by the powers, by the puppets, by the proxies, fooling the ignorants, ruling the ignorants and killing the ignorants.

Information is power. Ignorance is slavery!

These are "buchadkhana shows", who entered, how deep, how much waters and such new-age-babas-imaginary-shit or tactical maneuvers, blackmailing emotional ignorant masses.

Would like to know a bit more about how this power system works? Though got some understanding but still knowledgeable people can shed better light rather than focusing on buchadkhana-shits.

How they hijack these political chairs? What are the tactical or manipulative forces along-with this "kinda-automation of society"?

How 2022 treating you?

So how 2022 treating you?

Feeling positive?

Feeling negative?

Feeling blue, black, white, red, hot, cold or you can add something your own. 

I am feeling:

You could have taught me a lot of my interest/s rather than enforcing your own agenda on me. 

People who are interested in who is talking to whom? Who is walking with whom? Who is eating or drinking with whom and what? Who is wearing what type of dresses or colours? What type of hair style or colour? Traditional or western or fusion? Who has what type of sexual orientation or interests? Who is who in whose life? And all such too personal stuff. People who are too much interested in all this, are least interesting to me! They are not just highly offensive but curse on society and their surrounding. They are mess creators. I doubt their well bread, well educated and open or so-called progressive crime shit. I found many poor, rustic, not so educated or reserved people better than these high-class (crass). Live and let live.

I am not interested in "saaas-bahu serials", "snatching, swiping or khunta-gaad series". Or in simple language any kinda enforcers. Was not ever. I am least interested in experimenters err illegal human experimenters. In simple language abusers. Science abusers "dian, randi-type psycho serial creators or violent people", "Ravanas, mahabhartaas or so-called Ramayana creators", "too insecure creatures". 

Or adult, independent (Seems doubtful!) people who need to consult their seniors even to meet someone or wait 20min., 15min., 10min, 5-min. Enjoy your stay. Weather here is pleasant now a days.

Or to the answer "I wanna know what's that Himalaya of Delhi? 

Interesting way answer, Pa-R-Shav-Nath?

Or rather than talking straight... Are you on a spying visit?

Why people need to spy the facts which can be talked straight? Until and unless people are criminal or somehow party to that?

Or that "statue type games"

at 3.49AM meeting, wait 14 min., 59 block, second floor and 419 office room. 

But no such thing exists in reality. 

That's the game! Kiddos games and psychos politics!

AND COMMON PEOPLE LOSS.

Many know what I am interested in. Some are helping in that. Thanks to them.

Some are hurdles in that. Thanks to them.

"Computer and politics pandits knowledge nexus (?)" needs a bit clarity. 

Like Virus can survive at 27C or not, chemistry shastra? "Sir, my loss that you locked your profile. And many others like you, Prof........."

OXY-GEN CYLinDER emergencies? What type/s of gases or microorganisms or simple fear-o-logy of creation of mass hysteria, political-pandits have been using all through history for such political diseases?

Virus variants politiconomics earthshastra media-logy?

How to prepare that media? This is a question of virology or veer-u-logy or depends on the variant?

Yes! I am interested in such type of talks and discussion.

Not who farted, how many times, how much loud types of crass.

Interesting 2021

Yes! I concealed much in that saying that 2021 was interesting, much more interesting. But since last few years that's how I talk about most such things. Interesting! Means, either cannot talk about that right now or it's a bit complicated, need to understand a bit more. Maybe need lilbit research and perhaps right time.

First half part of 2021 was a bit too dramatic, beyond head, ugly but insightful. "That's how system works!" Hijacked to such an extend?

Our department got a new director in March 2021. Some office meeting dramatics (meeting?) crossed some heights of official ethics. 

In April 2021 "kidnapped by so-called police" on the excuse of not wearing a mask err disaster management! Amidst another level of heights of dramatics, thrown to jail, charged with sedition! It was humiliating, torturous, fearful but insightful! It was at another level of dramatics. I have not been allowed to talk to anyone, not even to my lawyer. Phone had been snatched from me. There were dramatics within the police station. There were dramatics while taking to the jail. They didn't even inform me clearly where they were taking me until last. It was kinda "ghumao-abhiyan" started in the noon, went on till 8-9.00PM by PGI police. Answers to my questions were like....

Where are you taking me?

Mathura!

What?.......... Blah, blah, blah

In that evening darkness, it was frightening until I watched the signboard Sunaria Jail. In the jail it was interesting question hour/s until almost midnight! Next 3-days (27-29April, 2021) watched and experienced jail dramatics! Have already written all that (almost 3 and half day special trip) but it needs some proper time before its publication. That's part of Campus Crime Series-2.

Politics: Modi lost. Mamata had won but lost her own seat to Suvendu Adhikari!

Covid-19 deaths toll in the surrounding and fear was at its peak. The time was to cry but I had no time even to die. It was the time when I had forgotten almost every case, every torture; if anything was on mind.... it was political diseases, murders on the name of deaths, assisted murders and role of so-called academicians! Now hate was not against politicians (I never ever liked them) but the understanding of who these politicians are and who make or break these governments....... AT WHATEVER COST! I was hooked to news around the world and observations, some interesting observations and some documents collections. Maybe those documents can help the serious researchers to differentiate between hoax and facts of any diseases and how to tackle the crossing lines between them.

April, May, June, July 2021 suspension, joining.... conditions (seriously?), step aside and concentrate on writing, academic leave for writing.

 

August 2021, it was the time for bhadaas in the form of so-called publication... Shadows Circus of Governance. Shadows Circus of Governance  

(For details, either click on the above given link or copy-paste below given link or simply go to my blogs and read specific months or time period happenings posts.)

https://worldmazical.blogspot.com/2021/08/shadows-circus-of-governance-e-version.html 

Book Experimentation 

https://worldmazical.blogspot.com/2021/08/book-experimentation.html

Question

https://worldmazical.blogspot.com/2021/08/question.html

 

October, 2021, Start of Campus Crime Series in the form of Plants Tales: Andhere, Ujaale

Plants Tales: Andhere-Ujaale

https://raajfictionillusionorhitechcrime.blogspot.com/2021/10/plants-tales-andhere-ujaale.html

 

Next book of Campus Crime Series is almost there. But before that I need some understanding of some problems related to computer, files corruptions and hacking. So some readings, some my own kinda experimentations are there in that direction. These problems are not new to me. So I keep my own checks to keep files and their copies at many places including hard copies. But for publication, that's also self publication, need at least lilbit understanding of all this.

Also thinking about reading and learning lilbit finances and market ups, downs err stock market? That's how each and everything is connected and kinda automation of system works? Though invisibly or visibly it has so many controls, checks and hacks. Is it also related to political diseases and governance? Seems interesting. No? At so many levels and in so many fields, the feel is "I am illiterate in this field." :(

How Was 2021?

How was 2021?

Interesting? Not so interesting?

Here it was an interesting year rather more than interesting. After seeing the heights of case designing and ugly politics side, final decision was step aside from crooks zone. Time to sit back and concentrate on writing. 

After years of wait, when you see finally a publication, though not in the intended direction, and then another and the feel was not so bad. These publications also gave the insight and realization, why I could not publish academically even while having the required data (at least for a few publications)? All blame went to that shitty office zone, its politics and kind of gambling and codes politics. After seeing the heights of Covid-19 scandal politics, also lost the interest in that kinda publication zone, where so-called academicians publish just to gain some points or promotions rather than to gain or transfer the knowledge. True about most, though exceptions are always there. Covid-19 kinda dramas are failures of academicians not politicians. Politics means scandals are integral part of it including political diseases. There must be an interdisciplinary new branch, related to the study of political diseases and ways to deal with them.

While going through the collected documents a few times, also came across many interesting aspects, probably I could not ever know without having them. And in all probabilit,y many so-called fighters are also involved in this directly or indirectl. Forced or willingly still don't know. Sure, not talking about the experts of this game.

 For the concerned ones, who are wondering how I am surviving without a salary?

Well, I got an "instant click scholarship" ;). Hope I would manage up to 2022 or 2023 or maybe even beyond. It's a dirty politics, that you cannot get home loan while having a steady income on this or that excuse but can get some instant loa,n just with the click of a mouse even when don't have that steady salary! No documents requirement, no lafda of visiting physically any bank, no arguments with any bank official! Just clicked the mouse on yes and required amount and money was there in the account. Interesting? These are the ways of blocking growth of any individual or people in this dirty gamble zone? 

It's this toxic zone of blocking here and there, that we have to choose ways to survive, at least to some ways our ways rather than becoming a slave. 

And how writing is going (only interest right now)? Though seems a bit slow but it's OK. To get speed one needs to get out of some hurdles. Learning management of those hurdles with every next publication. 

Next in publication line..........

How was your 2021?

Shadows' Circus of Governance (E-Version)

 Shadows' Circus of Governance by Dr. Vijay Dangi

Electronic version is available for readers on Amazon.

Amazon link:

https://www.amazon.in/dp/B09DG68BNM

Print version will take some time.

Should I say special thanks to "advance" book reviewers? Book reviews even during book production in direct, indirect forms, here or there ;)

First try in self publication (err technically second, after PhD in 2008, another story!).

So there maybe some mistakes. I would love critical dissection from readers for improvement in further publications.

It has six sections, though could had more but trimmed. Trimmed version is another book in itself.

It looks like a poetry book but details have more to it than just poetry or emotional outpour in the form of words. Each and every word, especially images talk about crime horror and system failure, over the years in different forms. Book covers and templates are pictures from campus house/s or office or nearby.

My special thanks to people who compelled me in this direction (Writing beyond academics or mixed khichadi in future publications). These greats force-stopped my academics in last decade especially. But are they successful? Political diseases dissection/s would tell about that.

My special thanks to those who helped in the publication or are still there.